Restraint of Pain.

Another year goes by,
Without you here to say,
Come over to my place,
Listen to my drums play,

Another contemplation,
Of things we didn't do,
Like the concert you wanted to go to,
But I had less time for you,

As guilty as the noose you had,
Around your throbbing neck,
Is how I feel about your death,
It's like I stacked the deck,

I didn't spend enough time with you,
I know I could have done more,
But the times we shared were fun,
Like the speedway night for sure,

I hope I can forgive me,
I know that you already have,
Enjoy your time without me,
One day we'll meet again and laugh.,

But till then I'm here without you,
My life a bit mis-jointed,
Though worry not I will carry on,
I don't want my friends disappointed.

Written in 40 minutes finished at 12:50am on 15/06/2009. 2 years 2days from my friends suicide. Tough times.

Pathos.